I can't not believe what you are telling me right now.
I just don't even know what to say. I really can't grasp how this happened and how I didn't do it right? I also don't know why I was so sure I was signed up...it seems like such a STUPID mistake to make. I remember sitting there signing up for it. I remember thinking "wow, this is a lot of goddamn money!" I can't stand that I am not doing something that I have been working for. I can't stand that I said I was doing something and I'm not now. I'm a bit pissed.....
I have to calm down and remember that this was going to be my first "fun-try-it-out" tri, that I was going to possibly give up my spot anyway if my head still hurt from the concussion...........the problem is I really wanted to do it...and it sucks.